I’M SORRY MY LITTLE ANGEL / Poem by Stella L. Luna

Poem by Stella L. Luna

 

I’M SORRY MY LITTLE ANGEL

I’m sorry my little angel
It seems always the same
A constant struggle to keep sane 
God knows how much
I wanted to be a fort
Have courage to make it work.
It has been eighteen years
I thought it was yesterday
When you saw light
And smiled at me that day.
You were a fearless angel
Brave to come out in time,
Peacefully slept in my arms
Clutched your little finger
into mine.

Despite my difficult life
I tried to be your stronghold
And beacon of light.
I had tearful nights and woes
But just the same
I carried you out
Of my restless womb.

But it came out like a bomb.
I didn’t have the time
To take care of myself for you,
And you felt that too.
I know it seems like
Everything was quiet inside
But there was more chaos outside. .
I’m sorry my little angel
I stayed sane and held you tight
And gave you everything I got
With all my heart and mind.

I’m sorry my little angel
You’re Father wasn’t there
And you missed that part so well.
Your quiet countenance
Was your sign of defiance.
I knew how you long to be
With a father figure in the family
But things never came to be
The blame was on both
Him and me.

But now , you’re no longer
My little baby,
You have your wings ready,
Words are not enough to
Make you come back to me.
Do’nt fly too high I can’t reach you,
Come back to being the real you
I’l make it up and you’ll feel better
As we fight our troubles together.
Let us not again part
And just head off to a good start.

©️2013 S. L. Luna
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