Series #54 / By Ade Caparas

Series #54 

14 And God said, “Let there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark sacred times, and days and years, 15 and let them be lights in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth.” And it was so. 16 God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. 17 God set them in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth, 18 to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. 19 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.

i am in this world… world of struggles, like a lightning, i was thrown amongst multitude of eggs, fighting for my life… i won, yeeees… next thing i knew, i was looking for comfort, kicking a wall, then i got thrown out to a wide.. wide space shouting my might… i am a fiery voltage, i shall exit…

ahhhh… spring
fresh, a lazer beam
unmindful, no upshots
i make my way
i am beauty
i am the moon
i am hope
my life is love
my love is life!

my earthly existence
measures my accomplishments
what i am, how i shall be
vast ocean i shall explore
if i fail…
a failure?
NO NO NO… i am in pursuit, still in the go
like a wind, it changes its course
only death can assume.

i am a roaring cat
my breath exudes warmth
fills the dark night…
with dewdrops my nakedness moist
dark clouds shall lend the hymn
lingering kisses in rain drops
sculpting my dreams
my roars shall make me!

autumns after autumns dwindle, many golden leaves have burnt, my roarings fade in thunderstorms, i feel being carried by tsunamis…

how many full moons
how many sunrises, sunsets
my hair starts to fall
crying corners are my solace
fruits flowers glitters
surround me
yet the music has no lyrics

“ahhhhhhhhh… la mort”, kiss me kiss me, drown me down me come take me… give me laughter… let me out of this mountain fissures for once… let me define a smile._ i am a road fraught with danger, the twin of zigzag perils, a child of desperate journey all my lovers are cheats… choke me choke me, time is too long i pain i pain… kill me… all the things i am; worth after worth after worth are meaningless!

one day, when the end of the rope was wrapped around my fingers, some dusty wind came blinded me… i closed my eyes, ready for that awaited end…
your eyes, your eyes… mirror my soul
the glints image passion immeasurable
your face figures thousand smiles
i feel the abundance of love
your spirit flaunts loving tenderness
ahhhhhhhhh… fill my being.

psychedelic dappled thoughts in the vastness of seas… depths bottomless; heights unreachable width unmeasurable… i am born, a new life has arrived!… my love my heart my soul belongs to your beauty… moon glow, gold shine, mountain layers, waves of the sea, dancing leaves, teasing flowers, hugging clouds, violent wind …all, all them, guide me hold my hands through darkness… i walk i fear not, you give eyes on my feet… all the things you are, ahhhhhhhhh… my love my love… i love you!

20 And God said, “Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the vault of the sky.” 21 So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living thing with which the water teems and that moves about in it, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 22 God blessed them and said, “Be fruitful and increase in number and fill the water in the seas, and let the birds increase on the earth.” 23 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fifth day.

24 And God said, “Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: the livestock, the creatures that move along the ground, and the wild animals, each according to its kind.” And it was so. 25 God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
26 Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals,[a] and over all the creatures that move along the ground.”
27 So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them;
male and female he created them.
28 God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky and over every living creature that moves on the ground.”
29 Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. 30 And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds in the sky and all the creatures that move along the ground—everything that has the breath of life in it—I give every green plant for food.” And it was so.
31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.

God had finished his creations in six days, which is actually 6,000 years… for a day is counted as a thousand years.

providing the land and the sea, the night and the day, lights for night and lights for day, all living creatures: fishes of the oceans, birds in the sky, animals on land… all kinds of vegetations… then He created mankind to his own image: male and female, as caretaker of his creations: all of our needs provided, with one provision: don’t touch tree of knowledge.

but He gifted mankind with intelligence and freedom of choice, gifts He hasn’t bestowed to other living creatures… which mankind tries to saturate to his limits for his own good…

why forbid knowledge?
are the gifts a mistake?
why are motions in circle?
the sun the moon the earth…
time season day week month years…
raindrops tears ripples tree trunks stems,
tornadoes, hurricane eye…
eyes nostrils ears mouth sex organs
nipples anus intestines etc., etc.
why are all in round shape
what is God trying to impart
surely, all these roundness…
have one perfect message
which could be the key
to all our miseries, if we can find out!


_ade caparas manilah sydney 2017

[to be continued… existential philosophy]

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